You were the fallen one I blamedIrredeemable, offensive to my heartA splinter in my mind, abhorrent to my eyesYour mere existence torturing my own
Out of my need to annihilate youTo wipe my world clean of youAnd thus achieve utopiaA world liberated from the memory of you
I birthed a scheme: a drastic planA solution final, terrible and coldAnd so I summoned by my Will aloneA Portal dark and fascinating overhead
A hole in heaven, beyond which layDimensions distant, utter HellThe regions where abominations dwellA place for all the things that never should have beenFor rejects of creation, by wholesome eyes unseen
My heart I sent to lie in wait for youThe bait I set just past the thresholdInstantly it took a form grotesqueAnd yet my machination held, I would not yieldSo rigid was my Will to see this horror through
But oh! did fear and consternation strikeWhen, step by step, the mouth of HellDid swallow up my heart insteadAnd with each step, a path was forgedFor unforgiving souls to blindly follow in my wake
And only once the realization cameAs I lay gasping at the knowledge of my doomWas all of it dissolved, another dreamTo show me: I am Will, the world my mirrorAnd you and I shall never parted be
By knowing what perdition meansI am not fixed, nor are my debts releasedBut in the grace of loving kindness heldMy heart can feel how liberation flowsAnd when the poison turns to nectarEven monsters make their journey home
Sunday, June 7, 2020
The Folly of Blame
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